so I got a new header

made it last night which wasn't the smartest thing to do starting it at 11 and then trying to figure out the new coding I found for LJ which took me forever because one thing would be off and I would have to search through all the coding for the thing to change and LJ kept rearranging my code so that didn't help

although I have to say it looks better in my LJ (-->clickie) and I love the fact that it looks like I have a paid account there when I don't

in other LJ news because I can't rant about it there b/c well people know the person so I'd rather it not find its way to her

so I go and check my FList like usual and my friend has this entry that says she's doing a friend cut and I'm like okay click and low and behold my username is listed and I'm like OMG WTF so she's like comment if you would like the real reason why your name is there so I did and this was her response:

We've been friends for a long time and I feel really bad cutting you. But I noticed that we never seemed to comment on each other's posts anymore and when we talk it's just about random superficial stuff. There doesn't seem to be anything there, if you know what I mean. I'm really sorry but sometimes I just struggle to find things that we have in common, apart from D/G and that's kind of faded out. :(

so I'm like okay...don't know really how to respond to that...but I'm like life isn't about comments and I kinda agree that we haven't talked since she kinda insulted my graphic design abilities when she's always told me how she liked then tells me that they weren't good enough for her icon community so yea its a bit difficult to talk to her when I would usually go and talk to her about stuff involving graphic even after that incident that happened a long time ago it seems I didn't cut her of my FList now did I...no b/c I would never do that to anyone even if it is online

...people are stupid and fake sometimes...oh well I adopted early on that if you don't want to talk to me I don't want to talk to you for situations like these...

in other news

ONLY A WEEK LEFT

and then the following week I only have to come in for 2 finals later on

and then FREEDOM

to sleep that is...I really need to change my sleeping habits 3 am is not a good time to go to sleep especially when I usually wake up at 6:30...gosh I hate morning people...they don't let me get any sleep...*coughmydadcough*  although if he keeps waking me up even when I'm on vacation I'm going to be pissed

I talked to my cousin yesterday for a bit online

seems she hasn't gotten into anymore trouble since the last time I heard something from dad...and she said as much but they're apparently doing okay

except that its going to be weird going up there b/c she said that Fletch (her dog) got hit (I assume by a car) and died and Holly (my grandma's dog) had to be put down b/c she got out of my grandma's yard and killed a couple of rabbits, a cat, and a dog (and of course my dad hadn't told us that until Theresa mentioned it on Easter walking home from church...I mean come on you don't want to hear that kind of thing on Easter)

so this summer...I know I have relatives coming down in June and we're going up to Ohio at some point for Aaron's graduation

and we're going to avoid the subject of him not accepting a full ride scholarship to Ohio State...idiot

and now back to my summer plans...if we get our passports and everything plans out smoothly and my dad has no troubles at work then we might go to Italy this summer...if not then he said we would go sometime this year...which would put us at winter break if we can't go...

what else

classes are okay...

but if you ever take a statistics class don't take Bell he puts me to sleep @ 8 am (damn registration times for freshmen) and I hate his test because its a 20 multiple choice test (who ever heard of a multiple choice test for a math class that wasn't like a final or something) and that's basically what your grade is b/c he doesn't take up any of the homework or assign anything else...so yea if you miss a couple on the test your screwed b/c its not like you can get partial credit for your work

but I did good on the first and last test we took...the 2 in the middle have me a bit worried but the final can replace your lowest test score and I know that thing can't be 20 questions

and I've realized I've made this entry really long so *thumbs up* to you if you've actually read this thing

I know my life is boring (what life you say...I ask myself all the time)

so yea my dad and Theresa aren't together anymore or so that's what Patrick told me

can we get a FINALLY

...gosh its been along time...I mean I know its been like 6 years since me and Patrick moved in with dad and then it was probably a couple years before that when we were living with mom but I couldn't really tell ya when we first met her

but really I'm suprised it lasted this long

ah the good old days when me and patrick would sit around telling stories on how much we despise her...you can tell we've told them alot if you asked us now...

but really it is suprising I mean...

they used to be engaged but that ended along time ago probably within the time period that we were living with her when we first moved

and then she kicked us out of her house which we moved out on my birthday that year (and I can safely say that was the worst birthday EVER and it wasn't because of the moving)

and this list of stories...could go on forever...really

but the thing is she keeps calling the house (WTF!?!?!) and I have yet to talk to her b/c frankly I was too shocked to see her number on the caller id...

frankly now...I'm just wasting time

and I'm trying to out do a personal record of longest update ever

or it could be that I'm supposed to be researching for my theory paper (can you say OMGWTF...really what was he thinking?)

crap just realized I had theory homework to finish

well congrats if you've finished

but really I only want to update to see what you guys thought of the new header

I think its pretty

well later

~Christen

There starting production on OotP next week who else is excited about that I know I am

And if you haven't checked out your nearest HP news site you'll have to b/c they've announced a bunch of people they've casted for roles

This xanga I feel is dead...I'm slowly trying to get it back to life...but life is eh

Why is it that everyone seems to be having so many problems lately...I thank God that I don't but its hard for someone like me who wants to help my friends solve their problems but can't do much but just listen which I do anyway b/c I'm a listener by nature (hence why I'm quiet sometimes) but its not just RL friends either

The only things that I have problems with lately is that I can't seem to get things in order the disorganization is driving me nuts...and I'm tired of my current header and haven't a clue what to change it to

and my guitar is out of tune and I haven't practiced since last friday

and guitar tech is tomorrow

can we say oops

I have Dies Irae stuck in my head its one of my favorite movements from Mozart's Requiem so far Lacrimosa comes second if you come across a recording of it...listen to it...and the only other 2 that we've learned is Kyrie and Confutatis. Kyrie is a hard one...its a double fugue and I like Confutatis too except I like the guys part in the beginning and then after the phrase changes I like my part

newho gotta get some sleep
~Christen